What Happens On Tour Stays On Tour Frerard P.3

Gerard smacked his head against the wall, muttering "idiot", "retard" and "dickhead" under his breath at the thought of what had taken place within the last ten minutes. Frank grinned to himself; he was alone with Gerard just what he had since the start of the tour but his smile faded as his eyes fell out a picture of his wife and baby girls.

Gerard stalked around the locked bunk room, with the constant thought of the other sitting in the room right next to the one his is in. Both of them together. Alone.  As Gerard was so deep in his thoughts he hadn't realised he had lost his footing, making him tumble over his open suitcase falling over and knocking the top layer of clothes and random other junk he had chucked in there in the last minute rush.  Gerard, carefully, landed onto another suitcase – luckily Mikey's - and collapsed down feeling: deflated, sexually deprived and humiliated. Gerard slowly turned around to fully face his bag, after face planting his brother's bag, and started filing through the crap that had fallen out. Time seemingly dragged on for Gerard as he cautiously placed all of his clothing and other shit back into his bag – with the quite drone of Frank singing "Astro Zombies" in the other room – Gerard's heart stopped when his hand came into contact with something wooden and also plastic, his heart shattered when he realised it was a picture of his wife and baby girl.

Gerard hated admitting it to himself, the more he fell for Frank the more his love for Lyn-Z dwindled...